iJustine Vlog University Homework!

Hey guys! Well, I just started this vlogging thing, and I really like it so far :) So, yeah. I wanna keep on doing his ALOT more! So, tell me what you guys wanna see and I WILL try my best to make it all true. Haha. So, please subscribe and comment and favorite and whatever! <3>
What do I want to vlog about?
Well, I want to review stuff I never used before, vlog about my day, vlog about random topics (such as iJustine or whatever vlogger says to put out), and great invitations!
What do I want out of this?
I just want sheer good fun out of it, like I want to have so much fun making little videos. Nothing more, I promise :)
What if it doesn't work out?
Well, everyone has to start somewhere :)

Vlog and Blog,
Jenifer Botelho.

Dear Brain,

Just. Be. Better. I mean seriously. I failed Anatomy, and I probably failed some other classes too. Why is it that whenever I decide to try my hardest and think I'm ready, I'm really not. Because you fool me... because I fool myself. Thanks. Now I may not be able to graduate. 

What am I thinkng? It's my fault. I failed because I wasn't ready. I fail at everything because I'm never ready. This just makes me know that I am not ready for college. I'm not ready for life in general. I feel I don't have what it takes to do all those things that other people can. It just makes me feel worthless, like I don't deserve education if this is all I'm gonna do; try and fail. 

But you know what? I have to keep trying and trying. Getting back up and try to do better. Sigh, once more. I can do this. <3

Love & Think,

Jen. Your worst enemy.

  

Dear Musical,

You didn't let me in when I tried out for you. And to watch all my best friends say, "Oh, we have musical rehersals.", "I can't wait for the musical", just hurt me the worst. You know? But, oh well. I had to live through it. Don't get me wrong, I was extremly happy for my friends, this is a GREAT opportunity... but sometimes I get jealous :/ I get jealous because it seemed like my talent never showed... then it made me to believe that I had no talent. And, that's just upsetting. It makes me feel... useless. People who give out advices aren't any better, "You're a good friend." or my favoirte, "Knock it off, seriously. I'm so tired of you being jealous of everyone.  I don't even know what i'm doing helping you". Marvelous. I just wish that one day, something great would happen and people will see that I have some talent. I don't want to be completely useless. Other than being a friend who's always there for people, which I am greatly proud to be. I love helping people and pushing them to the right direction, it's just I would like some shine.

ANYWAYS, I went to the musical.... 3 TIMES. Yes, it was that great. Made me cry all three times and not just because of Adam & Eve. I wished I was a part of that experience. Oh well. My bestie, Kayleigh was always adorable and GREAT! Kylar was a cute animal! Gah, everyone was just absolutely marvelous. I loved it. It'll be one I never forget. I took some pictures from Chucktography for my own amusement. Yay. Well, gotta go. Bye <3

Love and showtime,
Jenny <3

Dear Stress,

You always come every year. You always come with alittle procasination. You're not too great at all. And you always leave me with a breaking point. And I don't like that. Why can't you just leave, but no. Your like a little annoying kid pulling on my shirt, huh? Thanks. NOT. But, yeah. Don't like you at all. I want you to go away.

Anyways, College English 1301, is NOT the best class if you are a slacker (much as myself). But it's great to learn, and get some college credits out of the way. And it looks good on applications, I think. Just.... SO MANY NOTES! Yay. Hmm? Anymore things? Oh, yeah. Anatomy is not the most understandable class. Notes need to be more organized. Economics bore me to tears. College Applications and decisions aren't the greatest things in the world. The only great thing about it is getting accepted.

But what's the use of fretting over all this? I'm gonna have to live with this all year, so might as well live with it. I'd rather not complain about all this stuff and rather find a way to make it all better (: Well, I gotta go and do more procrasinating! Ahh. Bye <3

Love&Study,
Jenifer