Dear Musical,

You didn't let me in when I tried out for you. And to watch all my best friends say, "Oh, we have musical rehersals.", "I can't wait for the musical", just hurt me the worst. You know? But, oh well. I had to live through it. Don't get me wrong, I was extremly happy for my friends, this is a GREAT opportunity... but sometimes I get jealous :/ I get jealous because it seemed like my talent never showed... then it made me to believe that I had no talent. And, that's just upsetting. It makes me feel... useless. People who give out advices aren't any better, "You're a good friend." or my favoirte, "Knock it off, seriously. I'm so tired of you being jealous of everyone.  I don't even know what i'm doing helping you". Marvelous. I just wish that one day, something great would happen and people will see that I have some talent. I don't want to be completely useless. Other than being a friend who's always there for people, which I am greatly proud to be. I love helping people and pushing them to the right direction, it's just I would like some shine.

ANYWAYS, I went to the musical.... 3 TIMES. Yes, it was that great. Made me cry all three times and not just because of Adam & Eve. I wished I was a part of that experience. Oh well. My bestie, Kayleigh was always adorable and GREAT! Kylar was a cute animal! Gah, everyone was just absolutely marvelous. I loved it. It'll be one I never forget. I took some pictures from Chucktography for my own amusement. Yay. Well, gotta go. Bye <3

Love and showtime,
Jenny <3

Dear Stress,

You always come every year. You always come with alittle procasination. You're not too great at all. And you always leave me with a breaking point. And I don't like that. Why can't you just leave, but no. Your like a little annoying kid pulling on my shirt, huh? Thanks. NOT. But, yeah. Don't like you at all. I want you to go away.

Anyways, College English 1301, is NOT the best class if you are a slacker (much as myself). But it's great to learn, and get some college credits out of the way. And it looks good on applications, I think. Just.... SO MANY NOTES! Yay. Hmm? Anymore things? Oh, yeah. Anatomy is not the most understandable class. Notes need to be more organized. Economics bore me to tears. College Applications and decisions aren't the greatest things in the world. The only great thing about it is getting accepted.

But what's the use of fretting over all this? I'm gonna have to live with this all year, so might as well live with it. I'd rather not complain about all this stuff and rather find a way to make it all better (: Well, I gotta go and do more procrasinating! Ahh. Bye <3

Love&Study,
Jenifer

Dear Senior Year,

First off, please don't give me Senioritis. I've seen what it did to some Seniors last year, it's not that pretty. So, let me stay me. Please treat me well, because I don't want to have such a stressful time. But seeing the first week being over, looks like I'm not getting those wishes. Let this year be memorable in the best way possible. I want to remember this year for a lifetime. Meeting the greatest and the worst people in my life. Having the best and craziest teachers. Cause after this year, I won't be able to see them as often. They will move on and be the best person they can be. As will I, and I'll wish them nothing but the best. I'm hoping for loads of fun and I know I will have the most stressful days. And I'm ready for it. Bring it on. At first I was excited for this moment, then I was scared, now Iam ready. When I recieve that diploma on June, I know I'm done with that part of my life. But the next chapter hasn't started yet, so let's make this chapter the most inspitational chapter.

 

Love&Cougars, <3

Your future grad, Jenifer.