Tuesday, January 18, 2011

iJustine Vlog University Homework!




Hey guys! Well, I just started this vlogging thing, and I really like it so far :) So, yeah. I wanna keep on doing his ALOT more! So, tell me what you guys wanna see and I WILL try my best to make it all true. Haha. So, please subscribe and comment and favorite and whatever! <3>
What do I want to vlog about?
Well, I want to review stuff I never used before, vlog about my day, vlog about random topics (such as iJustine or whatever vlogger says to put out), and great invitations!
What do I want out of this?
I just want sheer good fun out of it, like I want to have so much fun making little videos. Nothing more, I promise :)
What if it doesn't work out?
Well, everyone has to start somewhere :)

Vlog and Blog,
Jenifer Botelho.

Monday, January 3, 2011

Dear Brain,

Just. Be. Better. I mean seriously. I failed Anatomy, and I probably failed some other classes too. Why is it that whenever I decide to try my hardest and think I'm ready, I'm really not. Because you fool me... because I fool myself. Thanks. Now I may not be able to graduate. 
What am I thinkng? It's my fault. I failed because I wasn't ready. I fail at everything because I'm never ready. This just makes me know that I am not ready for college. I'm not ready for life in general. I feel I don't have what it takes to do all those things that other people can. It just makes me feel worthless, like I don't deserve education if this is all I'm gonna do; try and fail. 
But you know what? I have to keep trying and trying. Getting back up and try to do better. Sigh, once more. I can do this. <3

Love & Think,
Jen. Your worst enemy.