Dear Brain,

Just. Be. Better. I mean seriously. I failed Anatomy, and I probably failed some other classes too. Why is it that whenever I decide to try my hardest and think I'm ready, I'm really not. Because you fool me... because I fool myself. Thanks. Now I may not be able to graduate. 

What am I thinkng? It's my fault. I failed because I wasn't ready. I fail at everything because I'm never ready. This just makes me know that I am not ready for college. I'm not ready for life in general. I feel I don't have what it takes to do all those things that other people can. It just makes me feel worthless, like I don't deserve education if this is all I'm gonna do; try and fail. 

But you know what? I have to keep trying and trying. Getting back up and try to do better. Sigh, once more. I can do this. <3

Love & Think,

Jen. Your worst enemy.